Let me hear you call my name.
More than words.
You know you love me, too.
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Wednesday, October 20, 2010
 A Farewell party for Thomas before he left for Brunei! hope he's doing fine over there! shall see him soon when he's back!  At Tea Party, this is damn nice with the soft cream! Loves.  Thomas with Glenda's lovely dog!  went into Agnes B with Steph, then my hand was super itchy, i actually bought a small bag from there :( which cause me to be so broke right now!  this is the pretty bag which i got, of cos love it!hahah but seems no much chance to bring out again ...!  the night after roadshow, i hopped onto this BM Convertible, the feeling was super shiok! haha! but the strong wind made my hair keep on flying, and looks like a total lunatic. Thanks fren:) it makes my messy mood better after the spinning.  with flash, trying to act like driving, but when can i get a license!!! :( i wish i could get a license before CNY comes.  without flash. i am totally blur and stoning. LOL  on monday, i went to birkenstock outlet at Raffles City.  and just bought this pair of slipper, it's nice right? :D and yea, broke issue comes again!  Lovely koi, i drank it today again! after a long queue at Clementi.  I think I just spend without thinking ever since I got my first pay of this month till now, can’t believe I actually tripled the spending limit. Money is so hard to earn, I should have save more, and even more. For my little dream in these two years, I should have control and stop that itchiness. Holiday is ending in two more weeks’ time, what have I done? I start picking up myself just few days ago, but it never seems enough, I am still so lacking behind how to stop the whys and turn into opportunities? Wild thoughts and luxury thoughts always occupy my mind, Manicure and pedicure are becoming more and more normal and frequent in my life.. omgness! Am I going to keep spending and spending and spending? When can I have enough end thought of all these? It’s always good to tell myself beautiful lies, however without believing in it. I know something is like so impossible, but why am I still trying? Would there be a day that my try actually succeeds? Then I will have less worried thoughts. I guess time is still the most important factor of everything. I want to be heard, I want to be on the stage! And I will never die. If others can do it, why cant i? |
