等待是非常漫长的折磨,何时才能结束呢? |
![]() Let me hear you call my name.
More than words.
You know you love me, too.
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LV Delightful :)
Saturday, August 28, 2010
LV Delightful :) ^^ Finally gotten my LV Delightful ^.^ happy~ ^^ Recently has been stopping myself from going out to work or play, but just stay at home to study for my upcoming examinations. Super duper stress as the first exam will take place in the coming Tuesday! Then follow by the consecutive three papers for three days continuously. Haiish! I feel myself getting weaker. Why? After I lost my voice onWednesday, I was sick for the remaining day and eventually insomnia for the night. I stared at the sky with shining stars from 12 till 5am plus, then lie down without knowing whether I had really fell asleep. It is because, I got up at 8am+ .. a tiring torturing I had.. Without letting me off, I lost sleep for the next night as well. However this time was better, I managed to make myself close eyes and counting sheep at close to 4am. Unfortunately, I almost couldn’t wake up.. Before I decided to open my eyes, I thought I was having a bad dream. In the fake “dream”, I felt that something was pushing against me and making me hard to breathe. I couldn’t even breathe in a “dream”. When I woke up from it, I then discovered that it was real, my pain chest was holding to my breath and making me having difficulty in breathing. Every time, I will feel unbearable pain when I trying to inhale in fresh airs. Even until now, 1217a.m, I am still uncomfortable. I hope nothing happens to me, safe and sound, I’m gonna long live even with people cursing me. LOL! I am joking! But serious, I can’t fall right now, I still got lots of important things to fulfill, I still got to realize the promise I make and live a meaningful life. Life is only once, live it or regret it. I will stop spending unnecessary. Millions of thanks, I know I am not a very good and attentive person. However you did not give up and just keep trying to help me all these while. I will study hard, no disappointments! I will enjoy my last semester of being a good student, trying to skip less classes and take down more notes, and constantly learning, improving my not so up to standard English. I will ignore discrimination as I know eventually, one will be responsible for his words, and just it’s not the time yet. By wasting time on these, it is going to bring me to nowhere. IPADDDDD! I just a lil distance from you now! Come come come~~! Last week had dinner with my mother at Zhou’s Village after Ikea, a huge bill ! LOL next month where should I bring her to? |