不会回来了

Time passes so fast..

一眨眼时光飞逝，岁月已悄悄地在身上的莫 个地方留下了痕迹， 年轮一圈一圈地增，人也一天一天地成熟。这代表着一种责任。无论你做了什么或说了什么，你都必须要负责。长大代表着独立，这不是一种孤单，而是生命的另一种开始。没有永恒的仇恨，也没有永远的敌人，发觉了，后悔了，逃避？面对？这其实并不重要，因为至少曾经拥有过，虽然它的存在并不久，最然并不是那么愉快，虽然被恶意地破坏了，但是又能怎样呢？杀人犯罪？兴师问罪？痛哭流涕？我觉得都于事无补。 假如在世界的某个角落我遇见了你，我一定会说，

“你好吗？一起喝个咖啡吧。”这就是另一种开始 。。。

我不是圣人，“轻易”对我来说好难啊。毕竟看看现在，想想过去，我只能说我好讨厌从前。它使我看到了人丑陋的一面，让我晓得了什么是面具，好讨厌好讨厌！为什么会有虚伪？为什么会有虚情假意？为什么会有欺骗和不满？我不明白！

This is the second week of the semester, so far so good, projects, tutorials have been loading continuously. Sometimes it really made me feel so tired and tired. I wonder and I question myself, “ why am I going to school even though I am so unwilling to do so?” , “ why am I left with so many ‘no choices’”. I hope someone could give me answer, but I doubt I would ever receive any. Therefore I try to work as hard as I could, trying to perform the best that I could. I wanna score, I wanna improve!

This is for the school part.

Ever since I start my independent path of life, I mature and I grow. I have seen through a lot and watch a lot. The cruelties in this society, the warmth and friendship. I realize that true friends, hi-bye (casual) friends are somehow important in your life as they once close to you be it work or school. At least they show their very truthful part to you, at least they don’t wear a mask in front of you. LOL

I realized I am quieter than before; I started to somehow dislike talking , it’s a hassle to talk sometimes. I think I started to startle quite a lot recently, I can’t say out my thoughts and feelings as fluent as before. I found that a lot of my friends don’t understand what am I talking about! HOWHOWHOW! How can I solve this stupid problem.. sian 1/2

I miss all my friends, the NTUC learning hub friends, the SingTel f1 pre event friends, it show friends, primary school friends, secondary school friends, TEP BSC friends and a lot a lot more! I miss the outings with them! And of couse! I MISS XIAO HANHAN! She’s going to work for this Halloween’s weekend, therefore no more celebration with her anymore :( sad but I understand she need to earn money yea.. So just have to wait for next weekend or any of the week days, I don’t mind waiting course she worth the wait! Hehe

I guess I have to go .. for my tutorials! Lecture is at 9am for tomorrow , ughhh!

As usual, school is shit like hell, choices has no where to be made…